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Welcome I'm just another ordinary girl. Call me Hani or Ira. Nice to meet you. This IS my life. Thanks for reading! みんながだいすき!



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Software Engineering
Yeah
As the title said
We all know yesterday is the day where all the matriculation or foundation leavers finally know their course and university for the bachelor programme

Alhamdulillah :)

I got offered to do
Bachelor of Computer Science (Software Engineering)

but then....

I got Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP) Gambang

Some said I'm lucky to get the university, as the place is just less than an hour from my home.
The fact that I can go home every weekend also overwhelmed me.
Hew hew hew
Who cares, I like the fact too tho. Hahahaha
(tell me I'm a spoiled brat because I am a spoiled brat :P)

And for second, 
I got the programe which I really like
Software Engineering :3

I love learning about computer more
How the codes work
What to do to make a great software~
And many more. Huhuhuhu

Here, the fact that I want to take Aquaculture more make me frustrated. O3O
Ahhh~ I really want to take the course!!
Because the course seems a lot more fun
And I like staying outdoor too
The fact that I can't stay outdoor much during this holiday make me really, really want to have it

So here what I do

Instead of blabbering here about I didn't get the Aquaculture course (and it's in UPM for godsake! a great university, okay??)
I want to write a formal letter to the university
Saying how much I want to take the course

Well, it's not weird tho
Aquaculture, Horticulture. Animal Livestock?
My Father teaches all of that since I'm in kindergarten
So, my Father's school has been my playground.
And after battling with my mind with my heart,
I know I want it.
And I'll do anything to get it. 

Ini lah orang cakap, dah diberi betis nak peha
Bersyukur sikit Hani, hang dah dapat UMP Software Engineering
Nak jugak UPM Aquaculture tuh
Cer fikir sikit ade orang tak dapat pun ape yg dyorang nak
Ade yang dapat jauh2 pulak tuuu
Huhuhuhuhu T_T

Takpa, ade kudrat kite cuba
Kalau bukan rezeki kat situ, 
Kite sambung je lah Software Engineering

Seronok tuu.. Hewhewhew

Kay, done merepek kat sini

Sekian~ 



This is YabuHika. Hika is drawing カバ宏太!
Oh yeah, there's this one reminder,
kepada sesiapa yg jadi roommates aku, kalau laa hangpa semua baca ni la
(mcam laa ade orang nak baca Haniiiiiii)
Kalau nampak aku tgok cerita pelik2, nyanyi lagu2 yg korang tak pernah dgar, jgan tanya apa2
Nanti ade yg tak study sebab nak terang apasal JPOP ni susah sikit
Nasiblah JPoppers kat negara Malaysia ni minority. T_T



Sincere
IraHani @ Dzuhairah Hani

GANBATTE!
Assalamualaikum! 
Hewhewhew.

Setelah menanam anggur semenjak awal bulan 5 hingga hari ini,
Akhirnyaa,, bulan 8 sudah datang.
Dan..
11/08/2015 adalah pada minggu depan!! 

Kowaii!!! So scary~! T_T

Well, to all those Foundation leavers, or Matriculation leavers like me,
GANBATTE!

I know you all have done your best,
And I assure you guys have chosen the best course for the university. X3

Well, as for me,
I really hope I will get chosen for the Aquaculture course, or the Software Enginneering.
Both are my fave, and I also chose my fave university, Universiti Putra Malaysai (UPM)
But, if ALLAH's will, if not, HE knows the best for me.

And of course.
ALLAH knows the best for you guys too.

So, here I say again.

GANBATTE!! 



LOST!
Hello guys!!! Good morning good afternoon good evening!
Wherever you are in this world, Hello!

And so, as the title said. I lost to my will.
Hahahahahaha.
Want to know what my will is? Go back to my previous post. Hiks.

Previous post. Which was date MAY 2014.
Yup. Almost one year. Yeah! XD

Hmm.
I would like to clear it this way. Rather than post my thought in Facebook and all, this way is much more easier for me to explain things.
I can write more!!

Somebody being curious over me.
Yeah, me, being a JPOP lover.

I always said I love JPOP since I started my High School days.
Dated 2009. But I think I know JPOP earlier than that? Perhaps at the end of primary year? Who know, and I don't care.

You could see. My blog and all. I NEVER mentioned about being a JPOP fan and all.
I started writing about it AFTER I finished my High School in 2013.

Yes, because at that time, wait. No, Since I'm in Primary School, I'm an OTAKU.
OTAKU = Super Anime Lover (own difinition, hiks)

I love Anime more that JPOP. That's why I don't really have the desire to write about JPOP during those time.
You could see for yourself. My blog. It's Anime themed right?
Uhmm.. I have Maria from "Hayate The Combat Butler", I have Lag Seeing from "Tegami Bachi"..
(only if you open my blog through PC tho, hahahaha)
Because Anime is so kawaii!! Kakkoii!! Sugoi!!
Anime has all the themes!

Friendship, Family, Love, Fight, Sport, Traditions, Government

And which is why my favorite channel is ANIMAX!

Right now. I'm still an Otaku. Obviously.
But, hmm. How can I put this..
I manage to keep my Anime thingy and JPOP thingy in balance. Yeay!

Furthermore, during my High School, I don't really have any friends that I can talk about JPOP thingy with.
That is why JPOP just lay down peacefully in my heart. Fufufufufu.

Yeah, I have Facebook and all since I was 13 years old, but, hey! I stay in hostel.
Strictly no phone no laptop or whatsoever, okay?

For the Anime, I have the boys to talk with.
Superb. They just really great when we started to talk about Anime and all.
For that. Rest assured.

And then, when I was 13 years old.
My sister gave me a HUGE collection of JDrama.
Actually, that was part of me learning Japanese too. I took Japanese classes when I was in High School, and my sister said, watching JDrama could help more than watching Anime.
And yes. I got addicted. Mwahahahahahaha

I slept almost 4 a.m every night just to stay up to finish the drama.
I could finished one JDrama for one day!

At that time, my love for JPOP keep growing, but since, yeah, just like I mentioned before, no one to talk to about it, I just keep it safe in my mind. Hiks.

Yeah. Don't mind me. I just write about a piece of crap that keep playing in my head cause someone is being curious over it and damn I just hate it.

Because I once went to Japan.
The desire to see Anime land is bigger than to see JPOP land.
So me. Otaku girl.

Thus, I want to end it here!!

Don't being curious over me again! Hiks.
I just love both. Both Anime and JPOP.

Didn't you feel strange? If I like JPOP one year ago, how can I have so much knowledge about them?
It means, I have watched over them before it.

Saa. Jaa nee~
There are a lot of things in my mind right now.
And I might come back to write at the end of this week.

Sincerely
Dzuhairah Hani @ IraHani

  (still curious  over me? I'm watching ya!)


Yaotome Hikaru! XD
Hi minna!!
Yatta! Finally!

My bias Yaotome Hikaru 10000 Word Interview finally out!

Thanks for the translator who me the happiest girl in this whole world
(over exaggerating, i guess XD)

It's true though. 
I was waiting for this day to come over and finally!
Hahahaha

He's the Joker of the JUMP
His name is Hikaru right?

Hikaru means light and his mother said it was for him to be light that shines upon the surrounding
It is true though!
He really the mood-maker of Hey! Say! JUMP group.

I like funny man like him
He dances very well
His acting skills are good. (thumbs up, Hikaru-kun!)

I watch his drama over and over again and got addicted to it. :D
-Othros no Inu (nishikido-kun is here too!)
-Ikemen Desu ne (a drummer here!)
-37-sai de Isha ni Natta Boku (shimoda-sensei!!)
-Dark System Koi no Ouza Ketteisen (currently watching this! XD)

The one and only his drama that I first look at him is 
3NEN B-GUMI KINPACHI SENSEI
I really love his acting skill here. Superb!

Enough of the talking! 
Hehehehe

This is him!
Yes!


If I want a little sibling, I want a little brother like this! 
And,, I would squeeze my lil bro all day all night! XD
(in my dreams, hahaha)

Well~
He's already 24 years old
Even his birthday is in December. Hehehe

(*waving back*)

And,, I mean it! How hot can he be??

Yeah! He's too kakkoii for words. :D :D

Oh yeah. Pic credit to owners. I don't own them. 

When he was in Ya-Ya-yah, he danced in a very cute but stylish way. 

Too much talking!
Here come the translation from MYOJO Magazines
Yaotome Hikaru 10000 Words Long Interview



Credit to the owner ---->なんとかなる

Then,, dozou!!

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-Yaotome Hikaru. That’s a nice name. 
Thank you. Ah, but my parents wanted to name me Musashi at first. They got the name from Miyamoto Musashi (TN. A historical Japanese swordsman). But seemed like my sister was strongly against it and said “There’s no way I will allow that!” (laugh) But because all my elder brothers had only one kanji character for their name, it became “Hikaru”.

-There are four siblings in your family right?
Yes. I am the youngest sibling but there is a rather big gap in age between me and my elder siblings so I had been called a pampered kid. Personally as a child, the age where I started understanding what was happening around my life was when my brother said things like “I want to live alone”. It felt like I had a glimpse of what was happening in the adult world while being a kid.

-What kind of kid were you in elementary school?
I probably fooled around in front of everyone. During the school lunch, I would say “Look at me!” and use an amazing speed to scoop all the rice and porridge into my mouth while saying “Delicious!” and made everyone laugh.

-Hahahaha. Did you like being in the center of attraction? 
Not that I liked it though. I basically liked being cozy, playing with someone alone, just the two of us.

-You started learning dance when you were still living in Miyagi right?
It was from the third year of elementary school. I was probably sent for classes by my mother from the start. But I learnt it enthusiastically.

-You liked dancing.
More of like, it was fun having to achieve something which you didn’t know how to do before. But the result was that I achieved it almost immediately. Even though it was only a four-count dance movement, I was very happy upon being able to achieve it. “The next one will be 8-counts”. I asked my parents to help me take videos of my dance and I wonder if I was a narcissist (laugh). It was a feeling like “Yeah!” and I sent one of those videos for the audition.

-You had interest in the entertainment world?
I didn’t have any at first. I got a prize where I could go to New York for sightseeing while experiencing a dance lesson. It was fun when I went there. On my way home, I bought a music video CD of this American group called “NSync” at the airport. After I watched it at home, I thought they were really cool! and “I want to be in a group too!”

-Did you admire the vocalist Justin Timberlake?
Nope, it wasn’t the person who was singing in the center, but the one dancing right at the end. Somehow, it has been like that for a long time. Even for Super Sentai, I had no wish to become the red member in the middle. I liked the green or yellow one. I preferred the characters who were supporting the red. I have always been like that.

-I see.
Then I saw Kinki Kids on Music Station singing Jounetsu. Kamenashi (Kazuya)-kun, who was dancing behind (Domoto) Koichi-kun came into my view. “He is so cool! I want to be in that position!” My parent went around asking “Can someone from Miyagi enter Johnnys?” and when I was in my sixth year of elementary school, I applied for it myself. The phone call from the company president came soon after that.

-That’s a sudden development.
I was told “You have to go for the audition but there is a junior variety program after that, so you are to sing there too.” Everything started moving on from that conversation.

-You went for the audition for a new member of Ya-Ya-yah right? 
Yes. Tegoshi (Yuya) and Tamamori (Yuta) were there too.

-Were you nervous during the audition?
I didn’t know anyone on my left and right, and there was so much I didn’t understand so I wasn’t that nervous. But I was nervous for the song recording after the audition. When I knew that my position was to be in front, I went “Eh?! I have to sing while standing so front?” And to think that I applied because I wanted to be a backdancer. But now that I think of it, I feel that thinking like that was really impolite to the rest of the juniors.

-You were like a Cinderella boy. You suddenly got all the attention.
Kamenashi-kun told me “You are able to hold the mic even before a week had passed and that is amazing. Work hard!” When I meet the senpais, they often say “Ah, so this is the rumored Yaotome-kun” It felt like I was like Harry Potter.
-Did you manage to tell Kamenashi-kun the reason you went for the audition?
I did. “I wanted to enter the agency because I saw Kamenashi-kun backdancing in Jounetsu!” And I remember him telling me “There is a meaning for me to be working hard in backdancing then.”

-But you suddenly got a good position, didn’t you become proud?
Well, I started off from being very spoilt so I made it a base not to let this make me proud or it would become really bad. I was being thought of by others that my dance and singing were about that level, but I knew myself that I was falling below that. I was a disappointment.

-Yabu (Kota)-kun said that he didn’t have a good first impression of you. 
Me too (laugh). On the audition day, there was also a rehearsal for Shounen Club and I looked at Yabu singing from the back. After Yabu had finished singing, he was glancing at me from far. Yabu was probably just thinking “Oh this is a new kid who has arrived”, but it felt like he was glaring at me. It felt like “The kids in Tokyo have a really bad attitude, I really dislike this guy” (laugh)

-Hahahahahaha
After that, I had to learn how to sing “Yuuki 100%” and I was so nervous that I couldn’t sing at all. Yabu called out to me “Let’s sing it together.” But he didn’t even look at me once in the eye and we sang it as though it felt that it was obvious that it should be like that. I thought “This kid is definitely irritating!” (laugh) But because we were about the same height then, there were many things that we got to do together. We were together all the time, during lessons, rehearsals and break time.

-When did your impression of him change?
When we had to record songs for Ya-Ya-yah every week. I was still staying in Miyagi during that time and I could only go to Tokyo during the weekends and couldn’t afford to attend rehearsals. So I could only learn everything from Yabu on the day itself. He put in his utmost effort into teaching me. Gradually I felt “Ah, he isn’t a bad person”.

-In the beginning, you went to Tokyo every weekend right?
Yes

-Inoo-kun said that he was shocked that you always carried a huge bag and there were dumbbells inside (laugh) 
Yes there were (laugh). I am always doing muscle training and because I could only come on weekends, I was really self-aware of the fact that I was lagging behind everyone. That was why I wanted to do something regardless of what it was. I don’t know if there was any effect but I decided that I didn’t want to waste any rest time and so I put dumbbells in my rucksack.

-So that was for training.
The people around me were also taking lessons during weekdays and I really didn’t like knowing things gradually which I didn’t know before. Those who entered the agency at the same time as me were singing while standing right in front, and I thought “Eh?!” when I saw it on television at home in Miyagi.

-That situation is tough.
There were numerous times when I received phone calls from the president and he asked “You, where are you now?” When I answered “I am at home”, the reply was “At home meaning you are in Miyagi? Then it’s impossible.” I cried once. Those who entered the same time as me appeared on Music Station. I thought that was cool. Both the organization and the arrangement of the songs. I thought “I wanted to do something like this” My mother was indifferent, she said “Don’t you feel regrettable?” and then my tears just came out.

-Such a thing happened.
I thought that if I stayed here I couldn’t move forward. I couldn’t move forward at all. I bore with it for a year and at the end of the first year of junior high, I came to Tokyo. My parent told me that we couldn’t move so suddenly so I stayed at my sister’s place in Saitama. I could now go for lessons on weekdays just like everyone else and I thought “Yossha! With this I am finally doing the same things as everyone”

-After that, you starred in “3B Kinpachi Sensei” in 2004.
When it was decided I was so happy and even though Dai-chan told me “Damn! I wanted to appear in it too!” I became proud of myself and every time I thought of it, I kept telling him “I am gonna appear in that drama!”

-How was the first time starring in a drama?
I was taught all the basics, starting from how to project my voice. But I didn’t know what I could do and what I could not. I didn’t want to go home.

-Why didn’t you want to go home?
I received a lot of guidance at the filming location and once I reached home, my parent who had been watching the show on television would tell me a lot of things. There were so many things said to me at both the filming location and at home and I didn’t know where I could turn off the switch in me. I disliked that and once filming ended, I went to Dai-chan’s house to play almost every day. It was already like “I’m home!” (laugh) Even though I kept boasting to Dai-chan to an extent that I kept saying “Its Kinpachi!”, he somehow noticed that it was quite tough on me. He didn’t talk to me about the drama but asked “What should we play today?” His heart is wide. Probably the widest in JUMP.

-How did you feel about debuting during that time?
I probably wanted to debut in the early stages. Yeah. I wanted to. I disliked competitions. During the junior days, everyone was on good terms but somehow there would be unhappiness somewhere. If you shined and stood out, someone would dislike you…it felt like that. That was why I wanted to debut. If I debuted, it wouldn’t be an individual competition but we would work hard together in a group. I felt how it was to shine like that, and I wanted to debut.

-I see.
For me, there wasn’t anything motivating me, not even Ya-Ya-yah. I progressed to a higher level before everyone and left the people at the bottom, but if I couldn’t do what was expected of me I would be holding others back from achieving their success. I wanted to match the steps of the others.

-Then how did you feel when you were chosen to be in Kitty GYM? 
To be honest, I hated it. Because Ya-Ya-yah was important. It felt like I would be thought of by others like “Why is it this guy?” or “He is getting acquainted with Yamapi” I didn’t like the thought of being supported and pushed to shine by the company too. It would result in some form of competition. But the people around me told me “This is the result of it” and I thought I had to do my best since I got chosen.

-You really disliked competitions.
Probably because there have been many fights around me. When I look at those, I thought to myself that I really hated them. They really happened.

-I see. Did you think that if you were to debut, it would definitely be with Ya-Ya-yah?
Yes. But I saw how Tegoshi got into NEWS alone and I thought that it wasn’t definite that junior groups would debut just like that. I had an image that Ya-Ya-yah might merge with another group.

-In 2007, Hey!Say!7 was formed and what did you think of it?
I was impatient. I had a flashback of the shock I had when watching Music Station in Miyagi. I thought that I had been left behind. I often taught Dai-chan dance steps and during performances, I look at him from the sides and think “Ah he has learnt how to dance that part, but the other part…” I found it so unclear why someone whom I taught could proceed before me and it felt like “uwah!” But I didn’t ask anyone whether there was something in me that was lacking.

-After that Hey!Say!JUMP was formed and you were chosen to be one of the members.
I was hanging out with a friend from the juniors when I got a call from the president and he said “There will be a photograph session for the volleyball poster tomorrow”. I didn’t really get it and I told my friend “Seems like there is some event for volleyball tomorrow” and he said “Doesn’t that mean it is a debut!! I didn’t get called!” and a really awkward atmosphere appeared. I thought something like “You must be kidding…”

-How did you realize that it was a debut?
I wonder how. I had taken posters with Kitty GYM before and I thought this was gonna be a temporary thing. When I saw the members who were called, I frankly thought “this balance is horrible” (laugh). We were too scattered in terms of age and height.

-You thought of such a thing.
(Okamoto) Keito didn’t even have a career experience, and there wasn’t a single kid who was especially good at talking. I had many doubts like “What should I do with this?” The president told us nothing except “Do this well”, but I thought “There are so many things which we can’t do so how should we go about doing it?”

-When did you realize it wasn’t temporary?
After it was decided that we were to release the second single. I was to continue with this group. I guess everyone felt the same. Right at the beginning, there was honestly no feeling that we were a group. There weren’t even any discussions to discuss negative issues and there was this feeling that as long as you could look good individually everything would be fine.

-Were you happy about the debut?
Of course. But to Ya-Ya-yah, it was definitely awkward. But we had to think of JUMP and there were so many things we had to do that my head was full of them. Yeah. But after debut, I went to karaoke with my junior friends and he sang “Ultra Music Power” and said to me while smiling “I watched the volleyball relay. Work hard!” And finally, I felt determined.

-How did you feel about your position being changed in UMP?
Me and Yabu were used to singing in the center of the juniors, but we were told “Your positions will now be at the sides, but that is for the sake of the group”. That was like a total switch. Yeah.

-And you just said that there were so many things that these members couldn’t do. 
Yes. There were many things that they couldn’t do. Dancing, singing and talking.

-You got angry quite often at Okamoto-kun.
That was related to dance. I knew he had no experience. I also knew he was working hard. But to us, it is natural to be able to do it. You have to train yourself up in order to be able to look good from there. I conveyed to him that you had to be able to dance first, and from there it would be the real start of working hard.

-Keito-kun was grateful that you did not abandon him.
We bore a lot of hopes of the other juniors by debuting. If you can’t dance, they will definitely say “Why does this person get to debut?” I want to show them things we can do well, and I want them to think “I know why these people debuted”. With such feelings, I often got angry. Especially me and Yabu, we often got angry.

-Both of you played the bad character.
Yes. Everytime I thought “This is weird” and when I glance at Yabu’s face, he has the same expression as me. We were thinking about the same thing. From the start, the both of us were doing nothing but calling out people to scold them. “You all! Why did you not pick up Yabu’s comment during the MC! Why didn’t you follow up on Hikaru’s conversation!”

-Did the both of you complain together? 
In a way, I think people who are able to complain are those who are confident of themselves. You can only say them when you are being judged well right? We were self-aware that there were also things that we couldn’t do ourselves. But the people around us couldn’t do it even more. So we couldn’t do anything else except lead them.

-I see.
But, the other members had different careers. Even if they said the lines of “I can do it”, it is still different. It felt more of like they were saying “We can do it right?” and when I look at the members who were doing it with a lot of fun, I had complicated feelings. It is a good point to incorporate fun into your work. I don’t want to deny that. But things that have to be said, I saw a need to say them out.

-What happened during those times?
If everyone started contributing their negative comments, the whole atmosphere would get really bad right? That is why we spent time scolding a single person, to create feelings of “Ah, I must take care not to get scolded for the same thing” I guess this is an indirect way of conveying to everyone “We did warn you about this”. While scolding Keito or Inoo-chan or someone else, we are also telling the same things to the other members.

-That was attentive.
After such a long time though, I want to thank Keito because he became a character who got scolded often. But he didn’t give excuses and said “I understand. Sorry.” That is why the people around naturally feel “I have to do that too”

-During that time, I heard you hung out quite often with Okamoto-kun in private.
Yes, especially right at the beginning. I wanted to communicate with him. Keito said “I can play billiards” and I thought “Yossha! There is a chance for interaction!” We went for billiards many times. We were about the same level so we both won and lost and it was fun. At that time, Keito definitely would not be able to beat me in dance and singing. But now, there are many things which he can defeat me in. That is why I thought that it would be good if he could use the sense of accomplishment and good feelings by beating me in billiards, and apply the same kind of effort to his work.

-During Gokusen, Takaki (Yuya) sort of drifted away from the group right?
Ah, he did. Even though there were already more than enough current matters to tire us, seems like he was there with feelings of already being burned out.

-You quietly passed vitamins to Takaki-kun who was tired.
I had experienced for myself unbearable times where I watched Music Station in Miyagi, and even during Kitty GYM I thought “Wouldn’t it be better if someone else was chosen instead of me?” Yuya was able to star in Gokusen and he was happy, but I also knew that he had even more hesitant feelings about this. Somehow, I felt like I was seeing the me in the past. This isn’t the end. I wanted to tell him that once you clear this stage, there will be something waiting for you.

-Didn’t you get angry at how he was already burned out? 
If he was cheerful but he isn’t motivated to do anything, I would get angry. But Yuya was totally tired and troubled from deep inside his heart. If I were to get angry at that, it wouldn’t have helped anything and he would have just crumbled.

-At around the same time, Yabu-kun went bowling with the Gokusen members even though he didn’t know anyone except Takaki-kun. Both of you had a different form of support. 
Yabu and I are totally different. That is why when the fans first started calling us “YabuHika”, I wondered why. I thought that we were not alike at all. But I think because we are different, we are able to work well together.

-But both of you had bad impressions of each other at the very beginning (laugh)
That’s right (laugh). But even though we are different, we have always been trying to do something for the group, and we mutually thought about this. It’s kind of like, we have the same ending goal. Though we are taking our own respective route to climb up the same mountain, we are aiming for the same thing. I think that the fans can sense this relationship between us and so they call us “YabuHika”. Yeah. I think the fans can see us better than ourselves.

-Because of the both of your presence, JUMP’s bond has been stronger. 
Dai-chan’s presence was really great. Though everyone is close as a friend, but as a group we were really weak. It was probably the year of Gokusen. For Takaki’s birthday, Dai-chan went to invite each BEST member. “It’s Takaki’s birthday so let’s go for a meal”   When I went there, it was like “Eh?! Everyone in BEST is here” That gathering was very fun. That is why, I guess so. After that, everyone put in more effort to cooperate. During rehearsals too. We are able to discuss things like “You should do this more”, or “You are able to do that right?” 7 had also learnt from that, and went along with the flow and we are able to become one as a group.

-Recently, Chinen starred in the drama “Onmyoya e Yokoso” and you went to tell Nishikido (Ryo)-kun “Yoroshiku ne” before filming started?
Yes. When I was acting in Kinpachi, I was able to concentrate on acting because the atmosphere at the filming location was good. I know Chinen is shy towards strangers and I thought he would be most nervous when he is with Nishikido-kun at the filming site, so I told him “Chinen, yoroshiku ne”

-Chinen-kun is shy.
Everyone says Chinen is a genius and he can do anything, but there are things which he is bad at. Even when he is flying on a swing in the air, he has a calm and composed attitude but he did warm ups with an iron rod and I knew he put in a lot of effort. He is a genius, but he works hard.

-Then from Yaotome-kun’s point of view, how is Yamada (Ryosuke)-kun?
Yamada’s position as a junior started from right at the back, but he soon became in the front. He danced with all his effort. Both me and Yabu said “He’s good”. But somehow, there are many times where we get taught by Yamada too.

-Got taught?
Although we used to feel all sparkly, but everyone definitely wants to be cool. Doing things like winking or wearing only black clothes. For a period of time when I saw Yamada, I thought “isn’t that a little different from what I am?” but I know fans like that. Rather than saying I learnt something, I feel that he taught me that there are different things people can do in their own respective ways.

-You really looked at the members and thought a lot.
I always watch the members (laugh). Because I watch too much, I still get angry at times now but it has become like after they say “Hikaru-kun, your dance movements during that time were a little different”, they say “Ah, sorry”. I guess I am not the red main character, but I am green. Somehow, it feels unfashionable to say this (laugh)

-Hahahahaha. Where did that overflowing member-love come from? 
Nope, it is fun just working normally with the members. Because it is fun, my mood becomes like “I want to be here always!” and it would be good if everyone thinks like this. Personally, I am probably like JUMP’s number one fan (laugh)

-That’s something wonderful.
Is that so?! Didn’t we talk about my name at the beginning of the interview? I did ask my parent about this. “Why am I named Hikaru?” And they said “Because we want you to be the light that shines upon the surroundings” They said it is a good name. It is not that I am shining myself, but I am the light which is lighting up the people around me.

-I see. For Yaotome-kun, when did you decide that you “want to continue living in this world” 
Hmm, when? Probably in my first year of junior high when I was staying with my sister. It was the timing when my sister got married and her child was just born. It was already tough for her but another kid (me) came along. There are times where I open my eyes in the middle of the night, and I see the daily life of them, the husband and wife.

-What kind of daily life?
My sister has to take care of the baby and her husband helps with the household chores. The moment I saw that, I told myself that I definitely have to repay them. That day, I felt glad that I was here.

-Because of such things, your thinking has become mature as compared to the past.
Somehow, my sister cooked for me, and when I had work she would take me to the station and fetch me back and I thought that it was natural that a grown up should do this for me. But when I think about all of this, I shouldn’t take it for granted. She was supporting me who had been going under hardships. Even now when I look at my surroundings, I have been supported by so many people. The members, the staff, and more than anything, the fans. That is why, I want to repay everything properly.

-Many things have happened for both JUMP and Yaotome-kun.
Many things have happened, to the extent that there wouldn’t be enough space for me to say everything here. When Kisumai debuted, we were worried. They were good at dance, and they were funny, and they even knew how to rollerskate. And the number of members they had were about the same as us. I felt that they have everything we had, plus additional things which we didn’t have when they debuted. I thought we had many strong points like being fresh and being a large group but I felt like actually we had nothing.  

-And so you got worried.
Yeah. That is why, it is okay even if we only have one, but we want to have a weapon which will not lose to anyone, and everyone thought about this. And there was one simple answer which arose. “Let’s make our dance complete”

-I see.
We trained a lot for this weapon of ours. We had a theme to make our dance assembled and complete but for two years, we did it earnestly. Recently there have been people who can talk about our dance. I thought that we finally had this weapon in our hands. Of course, we were worried that upon assembling our dance, we would be covering up each of our individual traits. But we have also been through times where we were so dispersed in training up ourselves as individuals. Now that I think of it, I wonder what was that about. But because we had been through that, we are able to have a uniform dance now and each of us can be seen clearly without hiding our own individual characters. This is a conventional phrase, but I think that it is not a waste of one’s life.

-What is your aim as a group now?
Seriously, it is not to be like SMAP but for each of us to do our best no matter what kind of stage it is, and when we are gathered together we can be thought of being an “amazing group”. This has been my aim since we were formed. And it has not changed now.

-Do you also have a personal aim?
For me, I want to produce JUMP one day. It doesn’t matter whether I am on the stage or not. I want to do the organization of the stage, brush up things that each member wants to do and I guess I want to stand as such a role. Because I think I know JUMP better than anyone else.

-You want to be the light which makes JUMP shine.
Yes. JUMP has grown a lot now. We have improved and progressed. That’s just a feeling. I long to produce a group and now I can produce this group. And when I was a junior I had this picture in my imagination of a group where everyone is running towards their dreams. I think if it is JUMP, we are able to shine even more.

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He has such an interesting character. :D
He plays guitar
He plays bass
He sings.
And I'm melting. X)

Well, Hikaru! We are the same!
The last child of four siblings. Hehehehe

His wish to be a backdancer
But yeah, with the skills he has,
He had to be the front. He ought to. :D

Okay then. 

SMILE AWAY!! XD


Ehh.. I really did put a lot of Hikaru's pic in this post. Hehehehe

Here's some gift before I end this post. Douzo!

(when he was young, the way he tlks is soooo sute!)

(him drawing something funny)
(ohhh, please big brother, i want a nephew like this!!)

Oh yeah, there's one more video. His dancing when he was young. :D
Watch it here~----->Hikaru!

Who knows that this little fella from the past has become a handsome young man now. :) :) :)


Then. 
Will write something again this week!

Hope you all enjoy reading it.
Have fun minna!

じゃあねえ~またあとで!

よろしく~

Sincere

Dzuhairah Hani @ IraHani





Teachers... Teachers.. EVERYWHERE
So,
Today is May 16th of 2014 ey?

So MALAYSIAN.
It's a common date for us.
It's a special date for someone who teach.
It's a fun day to celebrate with the students

Yup.
It's the TEACHER'S DAY

I'm writing this post just to wish

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

To all my teachers since I was in 
Kindergarten
Primary School
High School

Also, I can't be selfish and just forget my tuition teacher ey?
Also to my Domino Tuition Centre's teacher

My special treat. 
Of course 
A special 

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS

To

My FATHER
My MOTHER
My BROTHER
My SISTERS
My SISTER IN LAW
My.. errr.. (FUTURE?) BROTHER IN LAW

(I shouldn't had done that. hehehehe. sorry)

Yup. all my family members are teachers :D

 Think about it.
Am I gonna continue the tradition?
Or,,, just let it end with my sister?


Can I?


It's not like I don't like to be a teacher
But, I sucks at teaching

That's why during my high school's days
I'm not the type who teach others
Hahahahaha
(bad friend. am I?)

Even, I still can tell my friend if they asked me something they didn't understand
IF I understand it. :)

Smile away guys

Anyway.

Again I quote

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!! 

To all the teachers in this world
I don't care 
Which continental
Which country
Which state
Which district
Which zone
The teachers who are reading this from

You still teach right?
Sharing all the knowledge that you know to all the students
Yeah
We get that a lot
They say
Teenagers are the Nation's Future

So, just teach
And give them the lesson!

May the best be with you. :D





Oh yeah, I'm writing in English today. 
Just seem like it
I feel like writing in English. 
Kay, bye.

Sincerely,
Dzuhairah Hani @ IraHani



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